Adjusting

Its been two and a half weeks and honestly it feels like forever!
Remy has gotten himself on a little schedule, which is nice, but it is also making me very paranoid that he will get off his little schedule since right now he is sleeping at night. He wakes up a couple times to feed but goes right back to sleep. During the day when he has his awake time he is usually kind of fussy so I am so scared that he will get mixed up somehow and be awake and fussy at night. But so far so good.
I am not very confidant as a mom but I have had lots of help, for which I am very thankful. My mom has helped me so much I don't know what I would do without her! Yesterday I did venture out with the baby by myself which was a HUGE milestone. Up until then I hadn't even put him in his car seat, Nic always took care of that. It went pretty well which makes me feel less like I am chained to the house when I am home alone. I might even get brave and go out this evening to pick up some things we need.
I have been surprised at how quickly my belly went away, but my hips and butt haven't recovered as quickly. I still can't even get my fat jeans buttoned because my hips have spread so much and I still have quite the booty. We'll have to see if I will be wider forever or if I will ever fit in my old pants again.
I better go take a nap, the baby is sleeping so I should be too.